我发觉，人类在一生中有五件大事。。。
出世的那天就有如踏上旅程的第一步，
大学毕业的那天，是旅程中的第一个成就，
结婚当天，是旅程中多一位伴侣，
孩子出世的当儿，是旅程中的结晶，
而旅程的结束，则是生命的终点。
但是每件大事都有人哭有人笑。。。。
出世时父母喜悦的欢笑中带有幸福的眼泪，
大学毕业的那天，父母对自己血汗所栽培的出来的良才而感动落泪，
结婚当天，父母看着自己所养大的心肝交托于他/她幸福的另一半，而流下开心带有不舍的泪，
当本身亲眼看着幸福创造出的小生命，便会流下欢喜的泪，
而生命终点之日，而是他人为你而哭泣。
2009年11月5日星期四
Holiday:The first happiness(假期の第一个欢乐English version)
Finally, my sem break started, 2 month...that was so long and it might drive me crazy anytime....
While, i just complete my first sem break plans...." a happy trips"...
back to few week ago, we have started to plans going to have a trips to melaka during the sem breaks....while the main purpose were want to bring Ceria play around Melaka...
The days before started the journey,everyone was gather at my home and we have a crazy night til the next day 4 am only get in to dream.....
6am...the alarm clock was ring-ing....we wake up one by one....and prepared for the journey...
around 7 in the morning we started our journey....around one hour we finally reach on melaka...
The main point of this post, i were like to express about my feeling, through this trips i have understand friends that i were not know them well and more important.....it give a chances for my to get closer to the girl..who i fall in love....even just a short 3 days trips...i strongly feel on the "Happiness" and "Lovely".....the feeling that i have lost for so long and finally i found it....
in the beginning i though that might just a friendship between us, but through the process of contact each others....accidentally i falling in love with her "Seriously"...while the sad is..she was having another relation at her own country, but i have think twice and make the decision...i will fight for my own happiness....i know what i want and i know what is the happiness for me...i strongly belief....we will be together someday later ....with my work hard !
While, i just complete my first sem break plans...." a happy trips"...
back to few week ago, we have started to plans going to have a trips to melaka during the sem breaks....while the main purpose were want to bring Ceria play around Melaka...
The days before started the journey,everyone was gather at my home and we have a crazy night til the next day 4 am only get in to dream.....
6am...the alarm clock was ring-ing....we wake up one by one....and prepared for the journey...
around 7 in the morning we started our journey....around one hour we finally reach on melaka...
***For the more detail about this trips,wait for the photo***
The main point of this post, i were like to express about my feeling, through this trips i have understand friends that i were not know them well and more important.....it give a chances for my to get closer to the girl..who i fall in love....even just a short 3 days trips...i strongly feel on the "Happiness" and "Lovely".....the feeling that i have lost for so long and finally i found it....
in the beginning i though that might just a friendship between us, but through the process of contact each others....accidentally i falling in love with her "Seriously"...while the sad is..she was having another relation at her own country, but i have think twice and make the decision...i will fight for my own happiness....i know what i want and i know what is the happiness for me...i strongly belief....we will be together someday later ....with my work hard !
假期の第一个欢乐
难得的假期开始咯，两个月，多么长阿。。。。可能会闷死我哦。。
假期我的第一个计划昨天刚结束了。。。。“开心的旅游”
早在几星期前（大考前）我们几个人就计划了说想要到马六甲玩上几天顺便带Ceria吃吃玩玩马六甲。。。
出发的前天，大家都聚在我家过夜，原因是方便明早出发，但是整夜的狂欢到四五点才入睡。。。
6点闹钟响啦，一个叫醒一个的准备出发咯。。。。。。
忙到7点多才开始上路。。。一个小时多的路程，终于到了马六甲。。。
***整个行程的经过就不说啦，等待照片，你们再慢慢欣赏吧***
最主要我想表达的，这个行程让我了解了我不了解的朋友，也更接近了我爱慕的女生。。。
也许是上天的安排吧，让我有更多的机会去了解和关心她。。虽然短短的三天，但是我真的终于感觉到我人生中真正的“快乐”“幸福”真的是无法形容的。。。好久没这么强烈的感觉。。。
刚开始，我认为我和她之间只能有朋友的关系，但是无意中在相处下，我产生了对她的爱。。。
伤心的是，她在另一方已有了一段感情。。但是人不为己，天株地灭。。再三的考量，我下定决心，我愿拿起那坚苦一搏，我放入我真诚的心思。。。我相信。。。终有天。。。我们会是一起的。。。。。
假期我的第一个计划昨天刚结束了。。。。“开心的旅游”
早在几星期前（大考前）我们几个人就计划了说想要到马六甲玩上几天顺便带Ceria吃吃玩玩马六甲。。。
出发的前天，大家都聚在我家过夜，原因是方便明早出发，但是整夜的狂欢到四五点才入睡。。。
6点闹钟响啦，一个叫醒一个的准备出发咯。。。。。。
忙到7点多才开始上路。。。一个小时多的路程，终于到了马六甲。。。
***整个行程的经过就不说啦，等待照片，你们再慢慢欣赏吧***
最主要我想表达的，这个行程让我了解了我不了解的朋友，也更接近了我爱慕的女生。。。
也许是上天的安排吧，让我有更多的机会去了解和关心她。。虽然短短的三天，但是我真的终于感觉到我人生中真正的“快乐”“幸福”真的是无法形容的。。。好久没这么强烈的感觉。。。
刚开始，我认为我和她之间只能有朋友的关系，但是无意中在相处下，我产生了对她的爱。。。
伤心的是，她在另一方已有了一段感情。。但是人不为己，天株地灭。。再三的考量，我下定决心，我愿拿起那坚苦一搏，我放入我真诚的心思。。。我相信。。。终有天。。。我们会是一起的。。。。。
2009年10月21日星期三
Comes and go
While the fate always come and go on me......did i really that worst??
everyone did have his or her own dream and wish in life, some people might need money,properties and time.....but for me...happiness and love is the only wish i need in my life....
Finally, i did meet someone that really i feel she is the right one, but is it the fate try to fooling on me again? she does not availlable......but i never give up because i feel that i should fight for my own happiness.....
a tiny wish on my life......i just wish that you will never go.....and you were the happiness for my life....
i pray on you......"FATE" please don't fool me again......i does need a simple and happy life
everyone did have his or her own dream and wish in life, some people might need money,properties and time.....but for me...happiness and love is the only wish i need in my life....
Finally, i did meet someone that really i feel she is the right one, but is it the fate try to fooling on me again? she does not availlable......but i never give up because i feel that i should fight for my own happiness.....
a tiny wish on my life......i just wish that you will never go.....and you were the happiness for my life....
i pray on you......"FATE" please don't fool me again......i does need a simple and happy life
2009年8月29日星期六
The OLE..What i Get?
Past through this few days OLE,actually i still wondering that for myself, what i get through this events?
I was just keep asking and asking myself,but i found the answer last night, during the sharing section, that was first time that i telling my group member about my own feeling...the feeling is just like a stone was drop from my heart...as well listen other member story, i really get something...
That is....FRIEND really is the most important thing in the world beside Love and Family, one of my member was just 17 years old girl and she was indonesia Chinese, she left far away from country, home and family friends just to be here for study...she was so shy and so strange with the new environment...after listen to her story , there is a image appear on my mind "She was really a brave girl to make decision so far from family and home and came overhere to study"
Yes, not only her, there are other country student as well was so far from their family and home to study oversea, so even my job as Faci for that short few days, but that will have mine responsible to take care of them everyone for the future...I might be their Faci for that few day but when out of the events....we are friends
Nice to meet you all and wish that anything that need helps, i able to give my best
I was just keep asking and asking myself,but i found the answer last night, during the sharing section, that was first time that i telling my group member about my own feeling...the feeling is just like a stone was drop from my heart...as well listen other member story, i really get something...
That is....FRIEND really is the most important thing in the world beside Love and Family, one of my member was just 17 years old girl and she was indonesia Chinese, she left far away from country, home and family friends just to be here for study...she was so shy and so strange with the new environment...after listen to her story , there is a image appear on my mind "She was really a brave girl to make decision so far from family and home and came overhere to study"
Yes, not only her, there are other country student as well was so far from their family and home to study oversea, so even my job as Faci for that short few days, but that will have mine responsible to take care of them everyone for the future...I might be their Faci for that few day but when out of the events....we are friends
Nice to meet you all and wish that anything that need helps, i able to give my best
2009年8月22日星期六
我的命运是我订还是“你”订的？
以前总觉得事事都是我所想要和控制的，一件事还没到结局也已经知道了结果。。
这感觉就像我在操控命运和一切。。。可能真的想得太天真了。。。
现在我眼前所见的，并不是我所要和希望的景观。。。为什么竟然会远远的跑出我所想要的
“小鸟在空中盘旋找寻落点，好不容易看见了，但接近之际却只是个假像”
如今，我就像此句中的小鸟，看见了订了目标，但将要接近完成，却换来一场空。。。而不是我所预想的。。。那我的命运还有何意义？我竟然无法掌控去向。。。。
好空虚。。。这还不够吗？夺我所爱，如今还想夺走我的人生。。。朋友，家人，爱人。。我感觉都慢慢离我而去。。。。
你们不是说 “上帝”订我们的命运吗？！为何“你”是如此的不公平。。。。
这感觉就像我在操控命运和一切。。。可能真的想得太天真了。。。
现在我眼前所见的，并不是我所要和希望的景观。。。为什么竟然会远远的跑出我所想要的
“小鸟在空中盘旋找寻落点，好不容易看见了，但接近之际却只是个假像”
如今，我就像此句中的小鸟，看见了订了目标，但将要接近完成，却换来一场空。。。而不是我所预想的。。。那我的命运还有何意义？我竟然无法掌控去向。。。。
好空虚。。。这还不够吗？夺我所爱，如今还想夺走我的人生。。。朋友，家人，爱人。。我感觉都慢慢离我而去。。。。
你们不是说 “上帝”订我们的命运吗？！为何“你”是如此的不公平。。。。
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